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      Ok, so unnecessary but I HAD to! C'mon, its halloween, cut a girl some slack.
I guess I jus happened to find this after finding my other blog on e-blogger! Such a sad way to keep up with the jones', whoever they are...anyways! I'm glad I'm back for the time being! A little hyper after a mad-chocolate overdose and an extreme art invasion of my life! I swear I spend 6 or 7 days a week on this stuff! My anti-drug is becoming my entire life other than the time I spend stressing over grades, colleges and my freshly starting wardrobe! Sooooooo much going on! It's a lil overwhelming BUT! I can do it! It's what I do, doing stuff that has to be done! 
     That funk I was talking about last blog in june is still lingering not as much since I HAVE to get moving nowadays, even on saturdays too! soon I'll have a gallery in my room. It'll be crazy-cool in my room. I was inspired today to paint my room. Mom thinks it's cool cos' she can paint over it when I leave. All I have to do is draw a design and clean that monster called a room. I cleaned the bathroom and my old room. Just gotta fix this new one right up! I can even show her an idea I saw at  the National gallery of Art where assistants made layers with four colored pencils going in patterns on the wall. It's beautiful but not too bold from afar. That'd be too cool, no?

        Lately, I've been un-me, Un-dréa (On* drAy* Ah is how you say it btw) lol. It sucks. It's like, I dont want to do anything. Not homework. Not artwork. Not housework. Not working out. Not even rolling out of bed. That is SOOOO not Dréa.
        It feels so wrong. Its like I have to force myself to do something or be warned or something. I'm procrastinating so much it makes ME sick! I need to get out of this funk somehow but I got nothing. I think its because I'm still in school and I'm jus tired of it. The seniors graduate today,*Insert happy smile here* so I get to be home and chill. Still, I gotta leave and handle some business in D.c today. I don't even wanna do that. 
       On the bright side, I'm getting some new music  so maybe that'll make my trip easier and I'll be re-juiced, ampped back to my "up and at 'em" self again. So scratch that past entry about wanting to pass my exams. Even thought I still want to pass them--I need that energy back and quick.

           I wish that I could pass all my freakin' ridiculous finals in a blink. I dont even want to remember the tests and projects. Like taking a pill and waking up June 16 free! Or atleast passing them with confidence, y'kno? I just want to pass ok? that's all! That's my big wish for this month lol.

                         Ok.
                   This is totally new for me. Been wanting to do this forever when all kinds of junk was happening to me=no time. Now that summer is coming along quite closely=time! hooray for me~! 
                   Speaking of this summer, which by all means should be expressed as THE BIGGEST SUMMER OF MY TEENAGE LIFE btw, its gonna be HUGE! It's gonna be BIG! It's---gonna be locked in my room. Yea, basically with no job (by choice) and SATs, Portfolios, I really have to buckle down. It's like artschool but at home which by far is sooooo much easier than getting up at 5 in the morning and driving several miles to school to come home nine hours later each day. Way easier. 
                   Oh, yeah. Forgot to mention. I'm artist nearing my last year in highschool as a painting/ drawing major and printmaking major with a little IB classes on the side :). I do other things like sculpture and photography here and there. Making jewlelry is pretty cool too. Anyways, I like to get away from it all sometimes, y'kno? Go out, cruise the road, hang with friends, watch a movie, fun stuff like that. There's nothing like good music though. I practically listen to anything and everything, depending on the mood.
                  But back on subject, whats gonna make this summer so BIG, so Huge, so FREAKIN' MAMMOTH is the CHANGES I'm going to make, making now infact. I've decided, I'm not gonna live by the "personas" others have of me. Goody-Goody, uh, no! I'm a human being and according to all those quizzes I've taken today I am a Dreaming 1940's Glamourous True Neutral New Soul Conquerer. Does that scream "I pack my lunch for school everyday~!" to you? I think not.
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